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Mon, Jan. 16th, 2006, 02:45 am
savemesomesushi: (no subject)

heres a song i wrote
kinda screamo kinda different than anything ive ever written in my life
enjoy

i'm not lying to myself now
caught a glimpse
half alive now
we play out these perfect scenes
its not a LIE but for the best of BOTH OF US
(or at least you)

this is not R E A L I T Y
this is just the songs in my head
but W H E R E I S T H E E N D
this hopeliss bliss is O V E R A T E D
the soundtrack to it becomes overplayed
i don't want any part of it
i want
I W A N T A L L O F I T!

when im with you
we are invincible
drink up glasses of ambiguity
your eyes confess a silent yearning
split second of epiphany
tastes like a defining moment
definition: flash of whats worth WAITING FOR

this is not R E A L I T Y
this is just the songs in my head
but W H E R E I S T H E E N D
this hopeliss bliss is O V E R A T E D
the soundtrack to it becomes overplayed
i don't want any part of it
i want
I W A N T A L L O F I T!

bury this contemplation
bolt the latch on the box
beneath the words i could not speak
one last rose colored tear (FOR TODAY!)
i am RESTLESS!
i am DESIRING!
you are YOU ARE! WISHFUL THINKING!

this is not R E A L I T Y
this is just the songs in my head
but W H E R E I S T H E E N D
this hopeliss bliss is O V E R A T E D
the soundtrack to it becomes overplayed
i don't want any part of it
i want
I W A N T A L L O F I T!

Thu, Jul. 7th, 2005, 10:24 pm
lmf007: (no subject)

lets get fucked up and die
i am spleaking figuratively of course
like the last time that i committed suicide
"social suicide"

yeah so im already dead
on the inside but i can still pretend
with my memories and photographs i have learned to love the lie

i want to konw what its like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent
i want to know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense, yeah
let me in
let me into the club'cause i wnat to belong and i need to get strong
and if memory serves im addicted to words and there useless...in this department

lets get fucked up and die
im riding hard on the last legs of every lie
and the bmx bike of my life is about to explode
im about to explode

im a mess im a wreck
i am perfect and i have learned to accept
all my problems and shortcomings 'cause im so visceral, yet deeply inept


i want to thank you for being a part of my
"forget me nots and marigolds and other things that dont get old"
is it legal to do this?
i surely dont know.
its the only way i have learned to express myself
through other peoples descriptions of life
im afraid im alone and entirely useless...in this department

lets get fucked up and die
for the last time with feelings well try not to smile
as we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights that still shock and surprise

i believe that i can overcome this and beat everything in the end
but i choose to abuse for the time being
maybe ill win
but for now ive decided to die

sister soldier youve been such a positive influence on my mental frame
if i could ever repay you i would but im hard up for cash and my memory lacks initative
goddamn the liquor stores closed we were so close to scoring
it hurts, it destroys 'til it kills.
i am tired and hungry and totally useless...in this department


I'm pissed off and depressed and this is just a great song to listen to when that happens.

Wed, Jul. 6th, 2005, 09:10 am
savemesomesushi: (no subject)

hey everyone please vote for my film on www.fresh-films.com (its the miami one) you dont even have to watch it if you dont want but pleeeease vote just check the circle next to given this day and press vote thank you so much

Sun, Sep. 12th, 2004, 10:06 pm
usrname447: Lol one more

(Broken reflections of a better tomorrow)
(Forge the marvels of today)
(Just remember this last lesson)
(Don’t get lost in translation)
(Or you will miss the meaning completely)

Sun, Sep. 12th, 2004, 10:04 pm
usrname447: Hey

This, as many of the older poems are post, were written from a time when I was a "bit" under the weather. So check it out and post if you wish. :)

Beware of daddy's beatings
They always left a bitter taste
Beware of mommy's fleetings
She's wearing those shoes you hate

When she walked away
Without a trace
Daddy's here to stay
So's you're bruised up face

He's a white trash lover
Then denies he fucked her
But so long to mother
Leave you're name and number
At the door

So much for phone calls
It’s a pointless goose chase
It’s a free for all
Daddy’s home, too late

When she walked away
Without at race
Daddy’s here to stay
So’s you’re bruised up face

He’s a white trash lover
He denies he fucked her
But so long to mother
Leave your name and number
Leave your name and number
Leave your name and number
At the door

-cristina

Fri, Aug. 20th, 2004, 10:43 am
506_mph: (no subject)

Well, this community was pretty empty, and I wrote a little something, so here goes. What if Angelus got out and vamped Cordy (because, seriously, we know he would). This is actually only the first two parts-- it's going to be written in miniature scenes, not meant to be very long or even that detailed. It's untitled as of now.

Here we go...Collapse )

Tue, Jun. 15th, 2004, 09:52 pm
savemesomesushi: (no subject)

just joined...ill start with a sucky song lol. just found this wrote it a bit ago. its not my best work ill get more on here later. comment away.
My Nothing

pondering my regrets
the ones i promised
not to have
the ones that shatter
everything i thought
i could make myself forget
leading me
into my forbidden memories
images rushing into my head
the feeling of your presence
safe inside your arms

regrets of what ive done
regrets of what i didnt do
regrets of
what wasnt there
i remember thinking
i could save you
i remember thinking
i could save you
i never really tried

shaking off the mask
happiness i pretended to have
i wonder why you could never
break free of yours
trapping you inside
a place you were
forced to belong

regrets of what ive done
regrets of what i didnt do
regrets of
what wasnt there
i remember thinking
i could save you
i remember thinking
i could save you
i never really tried

years lived for nothing
now all i can hear
is the silence
it was always there
i always looked the other way
i will not allow
this reality
this isnt real
real is what you are
real is what i cannot be
without you


regrets of what ive done
regrets of what i didnt do
regrets of
what wasnt there
i remember thinking
i could save you
i remember thinking
i could save you
i never really tried

regrets of what ive done
regrets of what i didnt do
regrets of
what isnt there
i remember thinking
i could save you
i remember thinking
i could save you
i never really tried
never really tried

regrets of nothing

Thu, Apr. 15th, 2004, 10:05 pm
lmf007: Long time, no post...

I wrote this when I was very frustrated about the area I live in, don't take this too seriously, it's kind of exaggerated to be more of a pain than it actually is. So here's my poem/thing, that I could really see as a song...hmmm

Hicksville,USACollapse )

Tue, Apr. 13th, 2004, 03:21 pm
ladiorange: (no subject)

Exanaplanetooch: A planet where the air is pure The river waters crystal bright The sky is green And in the night Twelve golden moons Provide the lightCollapse )

Mon, Mar. 8th, 2004, 09:17 pm
506_mph: (no subject)

This was a 100-word drabble I posted over at open_on_sunday. It's totally my Angelverse OT3.

Convergence: Angel/Cordelia/Spike, rated RCollapse )

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